Age: 16
Location: Manhattan Bch, CA
Joined On: Jul 07, 2009
Hey, I'm sam. I'm looking to broaden my music from the several bands i currently listen to, so if you have any suggestions msg me!!!!!!
oh and a bit about me, I'm 16 and love improv comedy, hanging with friends, dancing, and if I play my cards right, maybe you too ;)
All through my life
I’ve been in endless strife
Should I love or should I conquer
Rise above or push and shove
Honestly or effectively
What is this effigy
This bad analogy
that’s been troubling me
What is love
Why does the bad guy always win
Is there magic in his sin
Or is it something in my gin
That gives him that evil grin
The worlds smallest violin
Is it a self fulfilling prophecy
That I must see the end of me
That happiness can never be
Well I hate to disagree
but this is it
i wont submit
love is life and life is love
I don’t need no sign from above
I wont move,
Here I stand
This is my conquered land
This is my fucking band
No invisible hand
No corperate brand
Everything under my command
Because this is it
I wont submit
Don’t give me, your bullshit
Your backhanded whit
That spark of brain, finally lit
Just so you, can be a clit
Just save it
I am me,
Love is free,
I am free
Love is me,
Let us be
I must let it go
Before I follow
My pride so hard to swallow
Letting love go
Can really blow
So far to see
Where love is out at sea
I don’t know how life will be
Without thee
I see this field of gray
Not knowing what to say
Or even what I may
Is it right?
Or is it wrong?
Should I fight?
Or sing along?
Is it me, or is it you?
Or is it more complex than two?
Is it looks or is it health?
Is it fame or is it wealth?
Is it personality?
That causes this mentality?
I already cannot win
But what is my eternal sin?
That causes my whole world to spin?
Do I really have to choose?
How much more do I have to loose?
How many more times do I have to bruise?
How many more crimes must I excuse?
Before I refuse…..
Yes that is my final answer
Yes I am the tiny dancer
My hands down, the case is locked
The whole damn world forever shocked
Or I, forever mocked
I cant stand your reaction
To my loving action
Be my satisfaction
Or stop this distraction
This deadly attraction
My dissatisfaction
I cant let go
Cant stop loving so
Please cut me free
Please let me be
Please..................love me
"Paradise and hell,
My eternal spell"
Always on my mind
Never left behind.
I need you in my life,
I’m in an endless strife,
On my hands and knee’s,
Begging to appease
You toss me away,
Spared to despair,
Until another day,
Fighting for your care.
Look into your eyes,
I stare into demise,
I welcome openly,
What I plainly see,
To be the end of me.
Paradise and hell,
My eternal spell.
I’ve never felt this way,
It seems to cliché,
Without my discretion,
You’ve become my obsession,
And I can’t let you go,
All my mind tells me no,
All in on heart and soul,
My conscience is my toll, just let the dice roll,
I’m all in
Going for a spin
Paradise and hell,
My eternal spell.
I know love is blind,
But why fate, so unkind,
So intertwined,
Your ability to hear,
What I feel when you are near,
My heart is filled with fear
With your hindered ear,
Until everything is clear,
The smoke, confusion, and the fear,
I will not decease,
This feeling will not release,
Knowing how I feel,
You’ve got me by your reel.
Paradise and hell,
My eternal spell,
I’m thinking logically,
But that’s what’s hurting me,
For I can plainly see
That this will never be,
you and me….
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"tell me why"
tell me why
Why I cry?
Why can’t this be?
You and me……
Am I meek?
Am I weak?
What is the problem?
Don’t you speak?
Why cant you be mine
Let me hold you close and tell you it will all be fine
I need to know
Before I could ever let you go
Why cant this be?
you and me?
I want to hold you close
Tell you you’re the one I love the most
You say this cant be
But the why, I cant see
And its killing me
I try to let you go
But all my heart tells me no
You say lets just be friends
I’ll hold it in till the end
Bottle my emotion
Hide the notion
Keep it all inside
From the pain I will hide
So this will be my life
Caught in this endless strife
For I cant plainly see
Why this could never be
You and me….
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"My pain and pleasure"
Why do I touch the fire?
When I know I’ll get burned
Why do I have this illogical desire?
After everything I’ve learned
Why do I yearn?
For something I cant earn
The flames dance
Spurring my romance
But as I near
The flame begins to disappear
The sweat on my face turns to tear
As I realize my greatest fear
I advance
To find my unrequited romance
My heart burns in a flash
My tears turn to ash
I pick up the ashes one by one
Wishing this feeling could just be done
But as I try to walk away
The flame begins to play
I try to look away
But than my heart has its say
If I touch you I get burned
If I walk away my life is cold
So I turned
Pretending to be bold
Despising the flame on which I burn
And for which I now only stronger yearn
When will I ever learn?
It is my pain
It is my pleasure
Nothing to gain
No goal to measure
Just the burns upon my hand
How much can I withstand?
To make you understand
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This isn’t a good song
Because everything is oh so wrong
Were supposed to be in love
With shiny light coming down from above
Ur already a princes,
From the shiny shoes to the poofy dress
I try to be your prince
But all you do is wince
Where is my happily ever after?
My Rainbows, unicorns and laughter
Where is my happily ever after?
My Rainbows unicorns and [hahaha]
I run it over in my head,
I think id rather just be dead
This isn’t what’s supposed to happen
This paper shouldn’t have to touch my pen
What happened to my noble steed?
The small furry animal that can read
Where is my shining armor?
To take me over the mountainous rigor
Where the fuck is my story?
Where is my fame and glory?
Am I not the natural charmer?
Am I just the insignificant farmer?
Is this even my story?
When do I get to be hunky dory?
This song should be about love
Instead it is about something I want to be free of
My unrequited love…
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"to hold you close"
To hold you close
The whole world disappears,
All our anger all our fears,
All our wasted tears,
In our little world where everything is good,
Where were always understood,
We don’t need a car,
To get away this far,
Everything around us starts to crumble,
By we lie in humble,
There’s nothing we can do,
If there was, we wouldn’t do it to,
The only thing that matters,
Is being here with you.
We don’t feel the pain,
While the world is in a strain,
We watch it fade away,
While we enjoy the day,
There is nothing more,
Nothing beyond that open door,
In here, worlds to explore,
Let me take you on the tour,
We see within eachother,
Is more than any other,
Nothing else matters,
But our hearts pitter-patters,
Laying side by side,
The most amazing ride,
You can cross your hips,
You can close your lips,
The thing that matters most,
Is to simply hold you close
In our little world where everything is good,
Where were always understood,
We don’t need a car,
To get away this far,
Everything around us starts to crumble,
By we lie in humble,
There’s nothing we can do,
If there was, we wouldn’t do it to,
The only thing that matters,
Is being here with you.
We don’t feel the pain,
While the world is in a strain,
We watch it fade away,
While we enjoy the day,
There is nothing more,
Nothing beyond that open door,
In here, worlds to explore,
Let me take you on the tour...
emmalinee
heyy (:
posted Aug 28
Kerianne
hah thanks. you've got pretty good taste too haha
posted Jul 21
Stupid Flanders Street Team
Hey I know this a random message and everything but we
noticed that you liked ska and alternative rock and
punk. We are an up and coming ska band from Orange
County, CA and if you have any free time and are open
to new music you can check us out on our page and let
us know what you think:
http://www.purevolume.com/stupidflanders Any
constructive criticism would be much
appreciated! Thank you for your time! GET STUPID! --
Stupid Flanders
posted Jul 20
ColetteRiverr
(i love how all the comments are all me) this is a
version that cut the four minute instrumental. it's
pretty much the same for what you're looking for
though. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmS0Kjxs2v4
posted Jul 20
ColetteRiverr
yeah; death cab for cutie. ill go look for more of
their songs that could relate to what's going on with
you. :] :] stay strong.
posted Jul 20
ColetteRiverr
shit the indents didnt come up. sorry bout that.
posted Jul 19
ColetteRiverr
1. if i accidentally recommended any song by the band
"Mindless Self Indulgence" then don't bother listening
I don't think you'll like it. 2. the poetry is great.
The first one on here ("Paradise and hell, My eternal
spell") is my favorite :] 3. Here are lyrics for the
band I was telling you about. You can decide whether or
not to look up the actual song. (It's a lot of
instrumental). "I Will Possess Your Heart" How I wish
you could see the potential, the potential of you and
me. It's like a book elegantly bound but, in a language
that you can't read. Just yet. You gotta spend some
time, Love. You gotta spend some time with me. And I
know that you'll find, love I will possess your
heart. You gotta spend some time, Love. You gotta spend
some time with me. And I know that you'll find, love I
will possess your heart. There are days when outside
your window I see my reflection as I slowly pass, and I
long for this mirrored perspective when we'll be
lovers, lovers at last. You gotta spend some time,
Love. You gotta spend some time with me. And I know
that you'll find, love I will possess your heart. You
gotta spend some time, Love. You gotta spend some time
with me. And I know that you'll find, love I will
possess your heart. I will possess your heart. I will
possess your heart. You reject my... advances... and
desperate pleas... I won't let you... let me down... so
easily. So easily. You gotta spend some time,
Love. You gotta spend some time with me. And I know
that you'll find, love I will possess your heart. You
gotta spend some time, Love. You gotta spend some time
with me. And I know that you'll find, love I will
possess your heart. You gotta spend some time,
Love. You gotta spend some time with me. And I know
that you'll find, love I will possess your heart. I
will possess your heart. I will possess your heart.
posted Jul 19