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If you're interested..

I'm planning on having a career in art somewhere in the future, and i was thinking, maybe i could better my skills by drawing things for people, if they wanted their name done, or maybe something that symbolizes an important event in their life. Hell, it could even be for the cover of an album. But if anyone would be interested in something like that, here's my email address: alyxxcancer310@yahoo.com

If you need any additional information you can also contact me by email.

Thanks,

Alyxx.

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My Lil Cuz.

Mkay, so my lil cousin likes to punch people...in the jewels. He's not trying to be mean, he's just to rough when people tickle him and stuff. He gets too hyper...Shit! i tickled him today and THANK YOU JESUS I'm not a dude. I'm just like what the hell? Dang, he punches hard if i do say so myself!

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TheRockBox!

Okay. So there's this place in Rockford called The Rock Box and it's where a bunch of mostly local bands can play in a safe [[most of the time]] environment. The place is a 21 and under bar kinda thing and tonight there were at least four bands and they were all amazing. There was a group of kids that looked about at least 13 each. Well, they were friggn HxC!!! They were amazing! Their band name was Village Idiot. They were seriously really really good for their age. They'd been the youngest band that ever performed there so far. I'm pretty sure they have a myspace so check them out. Oh! And check out Fall Asleep Sober. They were pretty kickass too. The other two bands were pretty fantasmic too. They were Deprivation and The Moment. They was pretty pimpin' fershure! well, peace out til later, Alyx ^_^

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A Dedication To Him:

This blog is for my friend, Eric. He passed away a couple of months ago.[[April 7, 1992 - April 17, 2008]] He had just turned 16 about ten days before he passed away. He had also just gotten his drivers license and he would've gotten his braces off last month. He had been like my brother during the past couple of years and he...had actually convinced me not to commit suicide...and I was never able to return the favor in any way...I was never able to repay the debt to him...and that's the number one thing I regret and most likely will regret for the rest of my life. One other thing I regret with my life, is I was going to call him on his birthday...but I never did. I haven't talked that much lately. I'm broken over this, and it's going to take me forever to recover. It's going to take me forever to forgive myself. No...scratch that...I can never forgive myself. And it's all my fault he's gone. It's my fault he's gone because I never told him that I loved him like the older brother[[by a few months]] I never had. That I couldn't thank him enough for being there for me. I just can't believe it happened the way it did: He had pretty much wanted to do track ever since 7th grade. He didn't do it in 7th, or in 8th, he was scared to. So in 9th grade he tried out for track. The crazy thing was he had some HxC asthma. But he still did amazing in it. Well, one day, he was at track practice and he had just finished a 200 meter dash. Well, he had told his coach that he wasn't feeling well after, so the coach let him sit out for awhile. Right after he had sat down on the bleachers, he had an asthma attack. His sister, Emma, had come up to him and asked him if he was okay, but he wouldn't respond. So Emma told Eric that they were going to do the blinking code.[[blink once for yes and blink twice for no.]] Well, she had asked him if he was okay, and he blinked twice-no-Are you going to be okay in then minutes-no-Do I need to call dad-yes-She called their dad and he called 911. The ambulance arrived right after their parents did. Emma rode in the ambulance with Eric [[they were the closest siblings I've ever seen.]] and they arrived at the hospital around 6:30. They got Eric in the ER and tried to figure out what happened... At 6:58 pm, April 17, 2008...Eric was gone. He passed away before they could do the diagnostics...An autopsy was done and they had said he passed away because of coronary failure-heart failure. His heart wasn't that stable and he'd had heart problems before...but everyone thought that the problems had subsided. I had gone to a different school this year so I found out from one of my friends...I had a panic attack and passed out... It felt like my life was over from that point on...and it still does. I don't know if I can ever heal from this...I'm in so much pain...it's almost unbearable. But I'm going to keep the promise I made Eric...I'm going to keep myself in this world for as long as I can-to my ability... I'm going to miss him...forever and always kiddo. [[And the reason why I say that is because when I said I loved him like the brother I never had to take care of me...he would always respond, "And I love you like the little sister-by only a few months-that I never had," then he'd flash that big grin of his and say, "forever and always kiddo..." I just miss him so much and I wish that I could bring him back. But I already know that can never happen...I can never see my Big Brother again...

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