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Part 2

At this point. i realize that in time everything Will be fine. I am Different. I do not win any verbal fights. She says in her own words I'm worthless and will be a lowlife. But i know i will prove her wrong. I know I'mnot the perfect image. But isn't what i am good enough? We have no connection. compared to disconnected phones. I just take it all in. I except what she does at night. I felt to blame but now not so much. She no longer attacks me about what i wear, my weight, Grades, or my friends. She's quite. Though that laugh still lingers every-time she drinks that poison. To me it's like a warning. You know when she has been drinking when you hear it. It makes me cry out of anger or fear. It depends on if she verbally attacks and picks you apart on weather or not you get mad or scared. I'm the quite watcher. All along the watchtower. I hide in the dark parts of the house. My brother fights back with his words, and then goes to bed from getting mad. Dad just sighs, goes to bed early or argues with her. Me I just try to avoid her cause I know that if I don't i will regret it. She will eat me alive mentally and then I blame myself. And that pretty mug. That pretty yellow flowered mug. I just want to break it every-time I have to do the dishes, se it in a hiding place or just in plain sight. How could something so pretty be so poisonous? I am weak, yet i play the tough guy extremely well. I'm so used to that sound of a skipping record. That i dont want it to change. It is what it is.

(copy righted. dont steal my poetry) :) thanks!

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Torn World

Im in this world where you have to be the same
being different is a crime
i am different i will not lie
everyone changes they don't stay the same.
I was in my own world were i made the rules, but i am now forced to
be in this normal one
its like a prison
i feel trapped
they wounder how i got this way well....
look at what you did to me
do you see how i feel
NO you don't so
leave me alone i don't like this world where everyone is the same
let em GO Back PLEASE
i am damaged inside and out
you can't fix me
im Broken...Im tired of this...
.SO fine do what you want to me
O but ..wait its to late.
Bang......Bang
now see
this is what you wanted.
for me to go so
i did. (Copy righted) i wrote this you cant steal my work(lol i did not mean that in a mean way, i just value my poetry)

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