A Wonderful Valentine's Day..
Posted February 14, 2009
..Yah, right...i wish...i didn't have a valentine, not like last year....its sucks a lot to not have someone special...my best friend Megan and i went to Front St. Lahaina, and it was a slap in both of our faces to see the couples everywhere..to make up for that, we each bought something from wet seal...i bought this really cool red skinny jeans for $10..i am super stoked...so stoked that i'm gonna wear them to church tomorrow....
So, anyways...i don't know, i had a lot of time to think about why i didn't have a valentine this year...i don't know what makes this year any different...well, i do but i don't want to acknowledge that..but err..its just so frustrating sometimes to know that you have that feeling inside where you feel as if you aren't good enough...and that you aren't going to be good enough for anybody...i don't know, its really depressing and i don't think you want to read about it when i go into utter detail...
I know that this is so totally random, but i just watched The Chronicles of Narnia, Prince Caspian..and William Mosely couldn't be anymore handsomer....sigh...he's just so stunning...i hope that God will bless me with a guy who kinda looks like him and has a british accent...that would be great...and i can honestly say that the guy who played Edmund is getting up there on the handsome scale...i'm most glad to say that i'm happy that he grew up...but i think that is all i have to say about that...
Other than all of that, life is okay i suppose...it could always be better, but in my sense, it could be a whole lot better...it just kinda sucks right now, but i'm gonna grin and bear it and just suck it up..and deal with it when the time comes...i think that's all i'm gonna end with...
[Quote of the Day: "Love is like an ocean, you can swim in it, but don't drown..."]
