My Self Nora Torres From London City . My self ellen odagard City in Ontario, Canada. I close my eyes and I take a full breath and I consider my life and how I wound up thusly. I consider the destroy, obliteration and destruction I have brought on to myself and to others. I consider self-loathing and self-hatred. I consider how and why and what happened and the contemplation come effortlessly, yet the answers don't.