"And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so"
I hate Being called cute
It's impossible for anymore as tall or old
as I am to be "cute" appropriately.
I am Bisexual, and single...
But I'm not looking.
I'm content where I'm at in my life.
I couldn't be any happier in a crappy small town.
But I will return to the city in a year.
I read alot. && smoke far too much.BUT I'm trying to quit
(smoking not reading.thats a habit I'll take to the grave)

Keep your head above the meaning
And devotion doesn't swell
Any sexual encounter
Adds an awful twisting touch, touch, touch, touch, touch
It's like scamming in the 90's
But getting used to this is hard"
Yeahhhh, Still in "The Faint" kinda Mood
I'm basically lost again.
oh well..Trying not to think about things too much today...
and just enjoy it for what it is... (Just another Day in Lumberton).
Or atleast thats what I'll be busy convincing everyone of that.
But nothing's changed today.. so far.
So I guess it all is the same.. for now.
we want a change.
blaspheme the pop.
call out the freaks.
pay off the jockeys,
then call the cops."
FUCCCK. I'm in a "The Faint" kind of mood.
Its been a while since I've been in this mood.
This morning I watch two almost full grown boys fight like the
preppy girls of middle school. Very tiresome. Very agrivating.
Drama only gets in my way.
Especially... when it stops me from having a very
important convo. with someone.
dude, FUCK highschool it's a complete drag.
only 320 some odd days til' I'm 18.
Then I'm shoving this town into a box in the back of my head
and forgetting all about it.
Atleast the exams got pushed back.
The weekend part of my break from school was very nice.
FRIDAY!
I went to go see Gran Torino AGAIN, With my brother this time though.
SATURDAY!
was corey's 18th birthday so david,jason,corey,and myself went to subway and then we went to see NOTORIOUS,fantastic movie. i love love loved it.
SUNDAY!
was jason's birthday, so the same group from sunday plus jamie and erin went to the rock shop to see some bands that corey and jason are into. they were pretty great.
The rest of the days of this gay ass break were either bad or not worth talking or both.
So I'm Not wasting the time typing it all up.
BAHHHH.
idk.
And you may think I'm bullet-proof, but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are "
FRIDAY.
Suprisingly the worst day of my week.
My moms a bitch, for sure.
Somehow the fact that she forgot to have someone pick me up from
school yesterday is my fucking fault.
Whata whore.
We're not on speaking terms.
I STILL have no Idea whats going on this weekend....
I'm sure I'll figure something out.
"i've had a crush on you about an hour now
you can go ahead and set your drink down
you dont need to be drunk to have fun with me"
Cause baby you weren't the first
or the last or the worst
And I've got to fill the blanks
in the past with a verse
And we could sit around and cry
but frankly your not worth it
Anymore
So say hello to all the boys
at the top of this table that your under
Lipstick lullabies
This is sorry for the last time"
MY FAVORITE SONG ATM!^
This week is almost over.
&& Stil no clue what I'm doing this weekend
Saturday is Corey's birthday...
But I don't think we're doing anything together...
Unless he decides he wants to.
But he's Been spending alot of time with me
lately I'm sure he wants to see all his other friends on his
birthday.
I've almost finished my final project for artII.
Its not turning out so great.
I hate having to smudge pastels.
It gives my fingers friction burn.
bahhh.
I'm so glad this semester is almost over.
I better have classes with my friends again next semester.
I dont like leaving my comfort zone...
But I guess thats how I met all my friends..
Only 20 more minutes of 1st period. :]
I wish US History didn't exist.
My 2nd block blows
Buried beneath his haunted memories...
So cough, cough, cough it up...
Have you lost your breath
Or maybe that's me
Tearing out your lungs...
Tell me how it feels...
To know that this is just my dream...
And it's your reality..."
my fantastic mood this week is already fading...
Erggggh.
That suck. I'm just gonna try and enjoy whats left of it.
Moms being weird as shit lately....
but I dont mind. she's not riding my ass nearly as mucg
Well she's not at all really. it's quite nice. :]
Its just creepy, because this isn't here style at all
Ugh, I need weekend plans but I have no idea what I want to do.
I am getting so sick of the movie theaters here. Bah.
JON
Hello, im Jon and im in a band called ( 200 West ), I
think that you might like our sound, so, if you wanna u
should totally check us out...... wer on mYsPace too.
Thanks hope to hear from you. Peace
posted Oct 21
Sweet Cake
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posted Jul 09
Luke
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posted Jul 05
Ashton is writing music again!
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posted Jul 01
martin
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posted Apr 03