PureVolume

I miss the butterflies and the smiles

I don't care what anyone thinks of me, I know who I am and what I am; no one needs to tell me what they think of me. On this website im not obligated to talk to you or listen to anything you say. Stop trying to get my attention by leaving me multiple comments, if I want to talk to you, I will. Leaving me like 5 comments in an hour is just going to annoy me.

"Je suis le cote obscur de la force"

I wish I was a fucking vampyre

Welcome to my horror show. I'm Josianne. I'm 18 years old. Living in Fredericton, New Brunswick, Canada :P. I loooove to play video games. Do NOT ask me if I have a boy-friend if I have one, you'll fucking know. Get to know me, You won't regret it. I'm not here to impress anyone. I'm here to just be me, so you can take me for who I am or you can leave me alone. Either way I don't care. I don't like people who think and consider themselves as they're better then anyone else. No, you're not better then me nor anyone else; AS I DO. Get the fuck over yourself.

"Why not one more night one last kiss good bye my sweet love tonight. I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are..."

I'm short, about 5,5 maybe 5,6 now. I like to talk alot, so don’t stop me. I'm loud and laugh alot. Leave me comments, they make me happy. I don’t like myself, but who doesn't. Stereotype me if you want, I honestly don’t give a fuck. I'm not perfect nor are you. I'm a very sarcastic person and I also have a weird sense of humor. I hate when people type like this: H3Llo, What Are YoU dOiNg or hay how r u 2day? If your going to type like this, don’t even bother talking to me, I wont reply, or I’ll just end up telling you rudely that the way your typing is a disgrace to the English language. I speak French and English. I talk with a French accent. People likes it. But I don’t. I talk about anything, anytime. I don’t let people talk shit about me or my friends. I wear way too much make-up for my own good. I cut and dye my own hair. People screams mean things at me; I scream meaner things at them. When I go to the mall everyone stares at me. Security guards follows me until I leave. Mothers pull their children closer to them, as if I’m going to kill them. Elders scream that I’m a disgrace to human kind, but I don’t care what they say. Accept me for who I am, if you don’t then you will eventually get over it, and if you don’t then I will and move on with my life.

"I promise when were old, were going to be Best friends chasing each other around in our motor scooters all day"

Look into my eyes and you will see: My life My pain My love. Life is to short to stand still and care about only one problem, I have a life and I instead to live it the way I want to. I don't have any sympathy for your ignorance your just a hypocrite. Your opinions means nothing to me. Trash talk me. I don’t care. I'll just take it as a compliment, considering the fact your talking to/about me. Do not say anything rude to me, you will only find yourself being blocked. I learned from my past history that drama only creates problems that I do not need in my life. If you don't like me don't talk to me you immature shit. I love to write lyrics and poetry. I love making random noises. I hate when people try to be something that they are not. I hate people that talk shit in your back and then nice in your face. I like being nice and helping others. I like being able to have a opinionated conversation. If you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything at all. I am very straight forward. I am extremely blunt and sometimes an ass about it because people need to learn to be honest. I don't play games with people.

Don't try to impress me by the way you look or how good you are at something, that doesn't impress me. What impresses me is your sweetness, love and honesty. Don’t lie to me or I’ll chew your ass off. Not even a small lie. Just because I am not hot or look like you nor am I as rich as you are. Don't look down at me. I tend to bruise easily. Physically and emotionally. I do find it hard to open up to people because of how badly those closest to me have lied and hurt me in the past. A lot of the time I don't bother nowadays, and instead keep things to myself and let them eat away at me so that it affects as few people as possible.

Compliments, well, I don't take them too well. I'll accept them but I probably won't actually really believe them. I'll want to, just not be able to. Although I do like my eyes and my hair, so if you compliment either of those I'll probably be fine with them. It's like they have their own little egos that need to be fed, and then the rest of me is like 'yeah, whatever'! I've been through a lot though, not as much as some people obviously but still nothing I'd wish on anyone else. "I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."

I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm all about Love. I devote my life to the person I'm in love with. I'll do anything for love. I live for love. I crave love. I need to be showed I'm loved all the time. I would die for love. Kisses go to the heart. They aren't lust. They show love. I love calls just to say "I love you." I want to get married someday. Trust is something you earn, not buy. I take love EXTREMELY seriously. I commit, and I mean it. It would be nice to find someone who feels the same about love. But my heart breaks easily. I fall easily for people. I let people in too soon and I end up getting hurt. Though Loving someone is worth all the risk. But only if the other person feels the same about you. Though people think I'm all together I will not change myself to be what you want. But I will try to get you to like me for me. Because I mean seriously who, if we had a choice, would honestly love to be hated...

The beauty of life is, while we cannot undo what is done, we can see it, learn from it, and change. So that every new moment is not spent in regret, fear, guilt, or anger, but in wisdom, understanding, and love.

The Truth is the greatest things in life it cause pain. Chocolate and Cigarettes taste so good because they are bad for you. Love is sensational because in the end your heart is left to bleed. Sex is a necessity because you long to get rid of your innocence. Immortality is the ultimate solution because death is the very last farewell.

I want to experience, see, touch, hear, and smell, all that is positive in the world. I’ve been to some really dark, depressing, sick, horrible places. I’ve experienced the dark side of life. Now, I want to see the lighter side. I have goals, dreams, and things I hope to accomplish. I’m going to be someone, you know. I want to get all I can out of my life. And live each day to the fullest. And just a little opinion of mine.

I honestly think that online dating is the stupidest thing a person can do. Firstly, you want to date someone to call them yours, but is that person playing you? You don't know. Your not by that certain person side. Maybe he/she cheated on you. And how would you know? You wouldn’t, right? You want someone to love so you can see them everyday or so. Hold their hands. Play with their hair. Cuddle with them. Kiss them. Look in their eyes. Play fight with them. And millions of other things. Internet is internet. You meet people, you talk, they leave. That simple. You surely can meet that person. But will that change that long distance relationship you guys are having? Not at all. You don’t know what they do. You don’t know anything really. It's nice to call that person your boy friend/girl friend. But hey, they live MILES away! What's the point? I dont see any. I'd rather have someone to love by MY side, and not miles away. When you come to think of it...you fell in love with a mother fucking computer!

Oh, and I do call people sweetie, darling and such...that doesn't mean that I’m flirting with you. I'm just like that, either you get used to it...or just don't talk to me =). I reply fast to comments and such, I guess i got use to it. When I get bored, I play fucking Neopets :D. I know it's childish of me, but what can I say, they're so damn cuute. Well...this is all there is to know about me.

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