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If My Love Was Mine Again

Posted April 10 | Leave a Comment

If my love was mine again id be unrecognizably different. If the peaces of my heart we put together again id be able show my true side. When you left you took something that couldn't be replaced. When my parents threw you out they crushed something that broke like glass on the concrete. When you told me you loved me but someone else had your eyes you broke something unfixable. Now i half missing half's to every part of my patched up heart. How can i truly live if my heart is in peac… read more

Peace Under Water

Posted January 18 | Leave a Comment

Filling slowly with water, the car sank...deeper, deeper, deeper. Its what he wanted...peace....and he was getting it. The headlights tore through the darkness....searching for something. The bottom...but it was out of sight. Inhaling deeply, closing his eyes he treasured each breath. 9mm i his lap, knife on the dash... (thud) it hit the bottom... Cocking the gun....putting to head...pulling trigger. Shot muffled under the weight of the water seeping in... Secrets kept secret To the… read more

Darkness

Posted October 2 | 1 Comments

Reaching out in the dark, Frantically searching for her… Pitch black darkness surrounding me, clinging to me, Fear building in the back of my throat, Falling constantly to the freezing concrete floor, I could hear her muffled screams through cold walls, Crying for me to find her… "Where is she?! Where is she?!" I whispered in a panicked voice… Rogue tears running down my cold cheeks… Time was slipping away… The walls seemed to move to send me in circles, "oh God, protect her," I… read more

Darkness part2

Posted October 2 | Leave a Comment

My muscles tensed, my awareness of my soundings sharpened with a feeling I’ve never felt before, Revenge, he killed her….and now I was going to make him wish he never was born. Kneeling on one knee I listened as his soft footsteps grew closer in the surrounding darkness…. My tears had dried, and the fear dissolved, Then he was so close I could hear his heart beat, feel the heat off his face, “this wont take long, your weak …..Like the girl,” he said half snickering. Then before he coul… read more

Darkness Ends

Posted October 2 | 3 Comments

The physical pain I was feeling was bearable, the pain of loosing her was not… Most people would cry out when being ripped into, but I had lost my voice, My surrounding dulled by sorrow, Sorrow that I would never see her face again, feel her hand on my cheek, Slash!! He clawed down my back again dropping me to my knees, “why don’t you die already!” hey screamed, I could hear the pain in his voice, Understandable after what I had done to him seconds before, “ok time to die lover boy,… read more

Still, Lifeless, Listening

Posted September 11 | 1 Comments

Laying still, floating motionless looking at the cloudy sky, I listening as the rain attacked the water around me. A cool breeze sent shivers over my skin in waves; the afternoon light was all but gone under thick angry clouds. Clouds that seemed to move and sway in desperate greedy attempts to keep the rain to themselves. They voiced their distaste with loud groans of thunder. The leaves seemed to gather to themselves, trying to ward of the coming storm. Their col… read more

Details

Posted June 15 | Leave a Comment

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Jordan TylerBirthday:2/12/92Birthplace:El pasoCurrent Location:El pasoEye Color:GreenHair Color:Dark BrownHeight:5'10Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:SpaniardThe Shoes You Wore Today:Brown Somethings....Your Weakness:Girls and sodasYour Fears:Sharks, and Getting my Heart brokinYour Perfect Pizza:Just cheeseGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Get taller, smarter, stongerYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:likeThoughts Firs… read more

Id be this Boyfriend

Posted May 20 | Leave a Comment

I don'​t care if you have a boyfr​iend or girlf​riend​ right​ now.​.​.​. I dont care if you are a guy or a woman​ or Micha​el Jacks​on.​.​.​.​. just read this,​ it will make a diffe​rence​.​.​.​.​. When she stare​s at your mouth​ [ Kiss her ] When she pushe​s you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she think​s shes stron​ger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start​s cursi​ng at you tryin​ to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she'​s quiet​ [ Ask h… read more