Somewhere Inbetween
Posted February 26, 2008
There is popular, there is weird, and then, there is me. Somewhere inbetween all the chaos and all of the rumors there is me. I can't say where I exactly am in the social pyramid as you may say. I know that i'm not that popular and that i'm not that weird(I think). I feel as though sometimes I don't always fit in with my friends lik they almost exclude me from a friendship that I want to grow on. They laugh and intercommunicate with each other and I just sit off to the side and kind of stay unnoticed. I wish sometimes that I didn't feel as though i'm not wanted and that I could get respect that I want from my peers. I know that everyone hears my story just says another emo kid but, that is not the case because i'm not emo(that much) and I don't hate the world. I am a human being who has feelings just like everyone else and who just wants to be accepted espcially, among my own friends. I write what I feel and I feel alone. I mean come on it may be high school but everyone here already knows where they stand and how much they want to achieve. There are many people who down themselves and handle their discomforts differently. I write I try to be a good person and be nice to everyone but, that gets very difficult when people don't seem to care. If you don't understand what i'm saying then your way lucky because you have found your place and you have been able to establish your group of true friends. I don't want to feel like this anymore but it is just so hard to just forget everything and become someone different. If I could just find just one thing to keep me going just one I think I would be the most luckiest person, at least in my eyes.
