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Turning my back at you

Posted May 29 | Leave a Comment

Its a guilt that my tongue got caughtits a matter of facing your heart brokenI dont want to see it bleeding in front of meSo please let me walk away,let me pretend i didnt do anything wrongLiar, small wordDeep cut but i have to endureI wont ask for forgiveness,No .. I wont ask for anything at allLet me walk awayDont try to pull meLet the guilt drag me down the alley of despairI wont forget the messagesthe sound of your voicethe innocence of the broken smilethe touch of brief romancele… read more

you had me at my very best, but you chose to break my heart..TT

Posted September 4 | Leave a Comment

HE has broken my heart again. the guy of my every prayer my every wish my hope the very guy that i laid my everything for told me last night that HE doesnt love me. it sucks it breaks me apart. what did i do? how come HE doesnt love me anymore? it sooo painful nothing could take this pain away. I still adore HIM still i cry for him. I love you so much but you chose to break my heart to break me. *tears *tears *lots of tears... read more

my weakness seen

Posted August 22 | Leave a Comment

it still hurts, man.. i never thought i'd still see everyone here on earth. Im ready to go Home, but think the big guy up there still has something for me here on earth.. the doctor said the surgery was a success, and in 3 or less month, i'd be kicking fences again in the neighborhood.lol o.O it was true.. my whole 18 years here flashed before my eyes, the greatest christmas i had, how my dad taught me how to ride the bike, the beaches me and my friends went to, my first kiss, my church an… read more

Fly me to the moon

Posted August 19 | Leave a Comment

well.. I guess you should try flying with me to the moon? Not that i'd like to escape, its just that you make me blush in that silly way..Well,at least you could try flying with me and just maybe we find home in each other's embrace.Care to try? read more

Southern heights

Posted August 12 | 1 Comments

There is this place I thought was home a home i thought simply because you where there But tell me, how did we end up here? I thought you wanted me with the word forever in your mind? when did you started something I thought was over? How could you make me feel like as of im burning in hell? I laid everything for you those dreams, those sacrifices, the time, my heart.. You were my everthing and still my everything How did we end up here? Do you still remember? Do you even think abou… read more

What i love the most!

Posted August 9 | Leave a Comment

I love: 1. My God - who i lay my life for 2. My mommy and daddy - thanks for the gifts.. 3. My bestfiends - they never get tired of listening to my every cry for distress and gushes about the guy at starbucks..haha.. 4. CHOCOLATES and Cartoons! 5. Cloud watching at the top of the carmelite. 6. My dead rabbits named runny and babbit - i miss you two a lot 7. CARS! - i love speed! 8. My oh-so-comfy sneakers i couldn't live without 9. My oh-so-deadly-but-fab stilletos - i guess every g… read more