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Something From The Past

Basically been flicking through my old artwork today and i came across something that i had wrote, when if i remember rightly was not a good time for me (about 16). So here goes:

'Just found somethingwhich i called 'artwork' from when i was younger. I believe I've changed since then. Took me bout twenty minutes to cover, which is kinda odd as it was quite disturbing to read. To put it into context, I kinda wrote a suicide letter to my folks at the time. So carrying on, this disturbed and scared me at the same time as I fear it may re-surface its hairy face again in the future...Though considering what i've been through in the last 3 years it doesn't come as much of a surprise. To be honest i'm surprised it hasn't surfaced already lol..... I don't know if I've actually dealt with what happened or if I've bottled it up inside, though i'm worried that bottle is becoming over-crowded....Life hasn't been at a snail's pace for a long time, until now where I can sit down and think...or maybe thats it I've raced round doing so much trying to keep it outta my head. I just don't know........(You Don't Know - Brand New) *shrugs* kinda reminded me...... I just don't know, tho what i do know is, that I 100% do not wish to revisit those times at 16 or 18 as they were quite a bad time for me. Actually even between those times. Granted though there were some good times in all that misery...for one love is not at first sight, as i found out with quite a few girls.. :P All good times and no regrets, as I learned alot. Well only the one regret, actually not talking to the girls after 'breakup' was a bit daft as many could have been friends, something I'll try when it comes to it..... I kinda made a habit of 'falling' out of cars in the summer of 2006 (not 69, impossible lol) falling into holes on the beach, which i'm grateful for as I don't think I would have shared some really good times with if I hadn't.....Yes falling (pushed)outta craig's feista and getting a faceful of concrete was exceptional haha.....those are the years I'm thankful to have such loving family and friends around to pull me through the difficulties......so Cheers Guys and Girls....I love Ya.... Christopher. 

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