Posted March 19, 2009
so i finally moved to california... it's not what i expected, at all. i actually hate it. i cant do shit without getting in trouble. i wish mah mum would move here pronto! i just really don't feel so comfortable anymore. like right now, i got in trouble for being on mahspace. like really? it blows! and with a boyfriend that i havent seen in 2 weeks and our month is this saturday, but i dont think he even knows doesn't make anything better. i wana go back to arizona, but i dont cosmetology is AWESOME... most days, plus i dont hav to work mah ass off for a scholarship. i love it. but i would rather get bit by a raccoon with rabies than hav to stay home all fucking week sitting o mah ass watching tv. so i go on the roof, but that still doesnt help i'm still here. and i need a job. basically mah life has crashed to the ground since i moved with mah granparents, which wasn't mah choice. it was mah last resort so i can do mah cosmetology. ugh. i miss mah arizona people. but not the town i lived in...