Age: 15
Location: Ault Field, WA
Joined On: Nov 02, 2009
Uh......HEY! haha, I'm Jared Micah Andrukat(kinda studly, ya know?)....yes....I honestly don't know what to put here...so I guess I'll make some random comment about how if dinosaurs still exists, then the song XOXOXO by sometimes necessary. :D haha.
yeah so anyways....I'm uh, some random guy on a pretty lame Island in the Great Northwest...fact:Washington, Arizona and Georgia have the best music on the face of this Secret&Whisper would not be as legit...So compromises are earth....just sayin. :] so yeah...anyways, Music is my passion, God is my Father, and Poetry is my form of language...and yeah....so umm...keep it realz, don't do drugs and uh...Love ya!...?(Don't hate me...Talk to me!!!...or add me on myspace(even though facebook is cooler haha))
...TO break this down.
> I'd pretty much die without music.
> I
> V-necks, Flannels, dress vests, P-coats, Band shirts and Skinnies are amazin(no, I'm not gay and yes, I get my own clothes...)
> Talk to me(I like to talk :])
> Don't judge me...just cause I'm a stud! hahaha jk.
> Even though I'm not truly Emo, The style inspires me.
> I hate seafood...so all you people who think all asians love seafood, stop Stereo typing! haha.
> Oh, by the way. I'm half asian. :D (believe it or not)
> Concerts are like the highlights of my years.
> School is like the time of depression...(It's like hell everyday)
> Drugs&Alcohol are overrated
> Footie Pjs and Pokemon are underrated(talkin 'bout the classics XD)
> Chris Moore is a stud(I See Stars)
> I wanna be like Erik Chung(We Came as Romans)
> I'm totally blowing off homework right now(It's ok, it's only english.....The devil made english)
> If I'm around people I know or communicating by text(texting, email, facebook, etc...) I'm really outgoing and crazy.
> If I'm alone and face to face....I'm probably the shy-ist(had a brain dump...) guy you'll meet.
> I'm secretly a geek in disguise....or maybe I'm not in disguise, your call.
> I need to get some frames.(no lenses haha)
> Lip rings are pretty uhh....pretty? haha(make sure you can pull them off first.)
> Wanna get a tattoo, however...I've got no clue of what to get hahahahaha.
> You probably stopped reading by now, but If you haven't...congrats, I'm single. :}
> I wish emo people weren't all druggies or unapproachable, cause I dig those kinda people...and yeah...hahah.
> Hate it when people say metal/screamo/emo/posthardcore(best genre)/"loud" music isn't music...it has so much more to it then your freakin Mainstream crap.
> I heart lazy days and functional Ipods.
> I've never dated and uh....yeah, that's pretty much it.
> I don't know why, but i love calling people racist for the stupidest things that have nothing to do with it.(and then they start listing off asian jokes....but whatevs)
> So....yes, talk to me! :] I'd really like to talk to you!....unless you're some creeper person or I'm really not in the mood...but yeah.....anyways.....God Bless!
So umm...yeah...The title says it all...I need to get it thinned out and styled....that way I don't look like some homeschooled kid with poofy hair. haha....I'm bored....talk to mwa! :D Love ya!
So umm...this is just an Idea for lyrics . It's kinda hard to match it up completely because wording can be everything...umm...so yeah....things in parantheses(these thingys->(Example) ) Would probably be put into screamo or somethin...Idk...anyways....comments and suggestions would be most awesomely awesome.....and if you act now, you get 80 man points free!....hahaha....I'm tired...so anyways. yeah...kinda a fail....but don't judge. :)
I'm dry, I'm used.
(I've got no more blood to spill.)
Our hearts are bruised.
(We're waiting for the kill.)
(HELP ME!)
I'm burning…
Your voice is my fire.
Like phoenix to ashes
I'll rise up, a liar
And we’ve lost all compassion
So won't you deceive me?
a repeat in reality
and Faith upon believing.
Scarred by the moves you make
and the seeds you are reaping.
(Send in the cavalry,)
Find the one is responsible.
(Murder and anarchy,)
These sins are all justifiable.
A knife to my throat,
I’ve lost all control.
(To fight back is foolish.
To fight back is gold.)
I’ll take all your chances and make them to mine.
I’ll use all your hurting to start this demise.
You’ll say you don’t know what
You meant when you said that,
I don’t have to be here
I don’t have to say that.
And where are you going!?
And when did they leave at!?
Your eyes wonder elsewhere
I just can’t believe that!
Our Hearts were once one,
but I see that we’re done.
(so now go have your fun,)
As I cry all alone
in this misery…
This misery which captures me.
(So save yourself!) And leave me breathless.
You see me dying, but you couldn’t care less.
(I’m shamed by your eyes, and caught in your lies!)
So let’s just let tonight… be alright....for the time...
Comments/suggestions? most appreciated. :] thank you!
As the years go by, life seems to stay behind.
There's no appreciation for imagination,
No hope for the smallest things and the greatest dreams.
The farther from our childhood, the more life is misunderstood.
Our society is corrupt and diminished,
lacking perspective and our own ability to see.
As blind as a coach horse, we fall under the oppression of a fallen world.
Caught in the crossfire, the youth die and the able don't try.
Crucified by our own words,
we hang dead to the loophole of society.
Trapped in things that scar our hearts,
I don't want to stay but I cannot part.
Oh God! Where are you now?!
Disgrace by revelation and bled from my brow.
I cry out in agony! But I feel just the same
The way I felt 3 years ago when I gave myself away.
My tears grow cold and my eyes grow weary
Is this what I’ve done with all contemplation?
Rejected by this world and rebuked by this nation.
In rage I step forward, but only to stumble,
The pain in her eyes as I start to crumble.
I whispered...Teach me to speak in cursive,
cause I'm just dying to understand.
I lay here, empty handed and bruised,
not knowing where I am.
Forgive me Oh Lord and my foolish ways.
Heal my wounds and soften my shame.
Serenity is invalid to this wasteland we have created.
I pray for your mercy and the ability to forgive.
Teach me to speak cursive,
cause I don't understand,
your plan with creation
when you reach out your hand.
I said you wouldn’t be there
That day I was to break,
Misunderstood by the conviction of sorrows.
The past days that led up to tomorrow.
But in humbleness, I saw you walking towards the cross,
Shedding your blood to save what was lost.
Let the sins of this world not hinder your glory
And let not the words of all men, betray the man who stepped into a broken world to store redemption in which is now ours.
....yeah...thoughts?
J@cki3{{Juv3nil3}}
ummmmmm... YOU SHOULD!!!!!!!!!! lol. it's yummmmmmmmmmy
heehee. it's usuallly my breaky in the morning and it's
just good hahaha
posted 16 hours ago
J@cki3{{Juv3nil3}}
well i can think of one thing.....the "Berry Pineapple
Passion Fruit drink" SOOOOOOOOOOo goood!! haha
posted 2 days ago
nadia{leylaa}
jealous? i'm a bigger freak than you! ahh whoop whoop:]
ahhh sounds disgusting...
posted 2 days ago
nadia{leylaa}
yep i hope so. baha hinders your beauty? freakkoo. yeah
you are pretty scary, like if someone pissed you off
you'd totally shank them:P
posted 2 days ago
J@cki3{{Juv3nil3}}
hahahahha well i'll get on that. But whyy eggnogg?????
lol =P
posted 3 days ago
nadia{leylaa}
teehee it was yesterday and was good until my mean
mommy called me a stupid ass:( but thanks! and i
totally would NEVER lie to you hon, partly because
you're kinda scary:P
posted 3 days ago
J@cki3{{Juv3nil3}}
don't even mention the word college lol. it equals
further stress and distress =P not to mention allt he
sleep you gotta lose for school =[[
posted 3 days ago
J@cki3{{Juv3nil3}}
oh i know! especially with a holiday right around the
corner, my teachers are trying to cram so much stuff in
=[ and it's blehhh
posted 4 days ago