why i do what i do on here. READ
Posted February 4, 2007
ok, my msn is emergencygoodbye@hotmail.com anyone can add it, i acually prefer that ppl i haven't talked to add it cuz i LOVE talking to new and interesting ppl *smiles* i'm also addicted to analyzing so supply me w/my daily dosage and hook me up w/someone clever. smartassiness is a plus. god, i feel like i'm taking out a personal add. well, i have a boyfriend so that would just be fuckin retarded lol.
i have found that i have a phobia towards bigger ppl. i feel so bad for it too. it's like if i'm friends w/them, then i'm gona eat a lot more and never see that i'm getting bigger or something...it's pathetic, yes, i know that and i hate that i feel that way cuz i know some very nice bigger ppl, but i can't hang around them for too long. but then if i hang out w/those model skinny girls, then i feel fat. eh, what am i complaining about that for, i hang out w/all guys pretty much. occationally their girlfriends, but for some reason, i really only get along w/sluts cuz i know what ever i say or what i've done, they won't judge on it and they're a lot nicer than reg girls. o well, i'll stick to my boys and ave. she's really the only girl i can completely get along with.
ok, i take a lot of 'revealing' pics. if you have a prob w/that, then obviously you shouldn't be my 'friend' anyway. i don't take them to be whorey, i just like taking them to be artsy. most of them you'll never see unless i deam you relivant enough to accept your critisism on it. like i have fully naked ones and all that and i have no problem with it. you won't see them on here, ofcoarse, but it's just for art. not porn or to turn anyone on.
o, and i don't just add ppl to have them as my 'friend' person. when i get bored, it just amuses me lol. then when i don't feel like acually adding ppl anymore and i'm still kinda out of things to do, i just go down the list and comment to random ppl who look interesting, so if i acually comment to you, feel special *smiles*. though i pretty much only add ppl who Do look interesting...ok, just feel special if i add you lol.
ok, i'll stop boring you now cuz i'm acually boring myself. hey, talk to me sometime when i'm acually interesting and we'll have fun *smiles* -kel (kelly, but prefer kel)
