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Joined On: Jan 01, 2006
marcospaulo NEATSOUL
United States
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Memphis, TN
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Jacksonville, FL
yer best friend
Casitas Springs, CA
Ello ppl, i'm Indie (that's my name), and if you wana know shit, ask me or look at the rest of this rant that i have no idea what i said in it anymore. Enjoy ( :
I do a bunch of drugs/smoke/drink so if you have a prob w/that, either don't talk to me about it or fuck off cuz if you can't look past the bad (interesting to me) shit in people then obviously you're not worth time in any circumstance. i love arguing though so hook me up! lol, politics and religion are the funnest to argue about because ppl get really into that shit, but i hardly take anythng seriously so if you get pissed while doin this, sorry that i'm laughing on the other end *smiles* o, and i'm hardly on here anymore...i just see no point, i hardly even find any good bands anymore so i'll answer whoever whenever
why i do what i do on here. READ
ok, my msn is emergencygoodbye@hotmail.com anyone can add it, i acually prefer that ppl i haven't talked to add it cuz i LOVE talking to new and interesting ppl *smiles* i'm also addicted to analyzing so supply me w/my daily dosage and hook me up w/someone clever. smartassiness is a plus. god, i feel like i'm taking out a personal add. well, i have a boyfriend so that would just be fuckin retarded lol.
i have found that i have a phobia towards bigger ppl. i feel so bad for it too. it's like if i'm friends w/them, then i'm gona eat a lot more and never see that i'm getting bigger or something...it's pathetic, yes, i know that and i hate that i feel that way cuz i know some very nice bigger ppl, but i can't hang around them for too long. but then if i hang out w/those model skinny girls, then i feel fat. eh, what am i complaining about that for, i hang out w/all guys pretty much. occationally their girlfriends, but for some reason, i really only get along w/sluts cuz i know what ever i say or what i've done, they won't judge on it and they're a lot nicer than reg girls. o well, i'll stick to my boys and ave. she's really the only girl i can completely get along with.
ok, i take a lot of 'revealing' pics. if you have a prob w/that, then obviously you shouldn't be my 'friend' anyway. i don't take them to be whorey, i just like taking them to be artsy. most of them you'll never see unless i deam you relivant enough to accept your critisism on it. like i have fully naked ones and all that and i have no problem with it. you won't see them on here, ofcoarse, but it's just for art. not porn or to turn anyone on.
o, and i don't just add ppl to have them as my 'friend' person. when i get bored, it just amuses me lol. then when i don't feel like acually adding ppl anymore and i'm still kinda out of things to do, i just go down the list and comment to random ppl who look interesting, so if i acually comment to you, feel special *smiles*. though i pretty much only add ppl who Do look interesting...ok, just feel special if i add you lol.
ok, i'll stop boring you now cuz i'm acually boring myself. hey, talk to me sometime when i'm acually interesting and we'll have fun *smiles* -kel (kelly, but prefer kel)
aaron. unlikely gift of barefooted intelligence.
i watched someone die. was it just anyone? no...i wish it was. i wouldn't feel like i do right now if it was. i probibly wouldn't have that much emotion towards it then. i wouldn't have known them. how could i have emotion towards their loss of life then? this someone was my cousin. he was 13. it's odd to think that 2 nights ago he was alive and dead. 9:56...i was probibly in the lil waiting room they put me in where the really severe patients familes get stuck in. silently crying as to not upset his brother and dad. at 11:35 it will mark the aniversery of his death of 2 days ago.
aaron.
4 wheeling accident.
i don't think i'll ever get over this. i cried 18 hours strait sence i found out he was hurt. he was one of the best cousins out of 60. a favorite amoungst the liler ones for he loved playing with them. when they didn't want to be by him, he would bribe them until they couldn't get enough of him. that's how he liked it. he was kind like that. teaching them every lil good thing that's in their tiny lil hearts. and they can't even understand how terrible it is.
when they found him, he didn't have a pulse out in the field of open range and open imaginationary visions. they didn't get him to start breathing until 5 min after he was in the hospital. he hadn't breathed for an hour b4 that. surgery. blood was seeping into his stomache and the main artery to the liver was totally torn away making the liver demolished. kidney removed. came out alive, but blood pressure declining every second so cat scan was impossible. up to pediatrics intensive care...1st time i get to see him...
yellow/grey skin, blood pressure at 30, huge black eye...his older brother holding his hand long after he dies...just staring at him.. mary...wayne....(his mom and dad)....but seeing travis do that could just break your heart....
i haven't slept sence. hardly eatten. i only eat when i'm crumpled because of the pain. cry speratically. i always thought i couldn't cry. guess i have a soul. aaron...god, i can't stop crying now. b4 it was just immence shakage. i wana curl up by the couch and just rock but i don't wana go back to norwood. that's my hell. Aaron......
martin
hello, how are you? my name is martin, I am a member of
the band "UnderDying" and we invite you to listen to
our music, is metalcore / posthardcore / screamo
www.purevolume.com / underdyingband
thanks for your time! Have a nice da
posted Aug 24
Brittany Thrillkill
well thank you miss :] how are ya?
posted Oct 05
TheronRogers
Hey!If you like Jack Johnson then you might like my
stuff. Check it out at: www.purevolume.com/theronrogers
Let me know what you think. Thanks, Theron
posted Jul 26
Jacob&&Christina.
that bsounds way fucking better than my job. where i
dont get to have no piercings. so fuck me then right?
posted Jun 20
Jacob&&Christina.
now that, is what i call a late reply, bravo i say,
bravo. yeah youre right i just like the more intricate
explination of the philosphy in the book, sounds like
something you can live your life by. did you get the
monroe?
posted Jun 14
V to the ILL
how have you been?
posted Mar 18
kanela_cimnim
awesome! i wanna pierce my lip. parents are a bitch
about it. blah..so how've ya been babe?
posted Mar 07
Jacob&&Christina.
yeah, now my owns is gone. i hope you get the monroe,
because thats just fucking awesome. unfortuantely in my
line of work there is absolutely no piercings allowed.
so, boohoo for me. errr Mr. P, as i like to call him
wrote a book called choke, and another called diary,
and another that i cant remeber the name of about an
ommish guy who becomes famous and then infamous and
then falls in love. errr,.i just reacently bought
fight clb the book, and the shitty thing is, i cant
read it because its in someones house is gone for like
another week. so yeah. $14.99 well spent right there.
posted Feb 29