Realize What I Just Realized.

Posted September 5, 2009

Why do I even bother?

Life isn't worth it.


I try to follow God,
I try to not let my heart go,
I try to stay pure,
I try to not eat so much,
I try to lose weight,
I try to look my best, all the time,
I try to not miss Cassen,
I try to not love Christian,


But in the end...


It all comes crashing down on me as if I WANTED my life to suck.


Wakeup call, Gabby,

You weren't meant to be born.
You are a shame to the world, everything about you is flawed and won't ever change without undergoing a knife.
You are 'just average', fat, and plain.
Without your make up, your a big, blob of nothing-ness put together in the shape of a human being.

You are worthless.