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Beaming Truth and Devouring Hope

Posted November 25 | Leave a Comment

I am nothing more than the hand I've been dealt. While this may not be the case for most people, it has become my inconvenient truth in life. Not because I can't covercome it but because I won't allow myself to. Each day grows further into the same blurred obscurity. I know what I wake up to each day and that scares me more than if I were not to know. Instead of comforting guiding lights, voices of reason have become my long overgrown dread. I once forgot what it's like to feel, but if t… read more

How's This For Pouring

Posted November 18 | Leave a Comment

There are somethings in life I may never understand, more specifically in my life. Somethings I choose never to understand. Fear is a funny thing. Odd and twisted yet charming and enticing. Maybe that's what keeps me going. I know fear will always be in my system. It's been a rough road, one I thought I'd never struggle with again...now I'm not sure if that will ever be true...truth be told, I'm scared. read more

Memory of the Masses

Posted September 24 | Leave a Comment

Broken hands tend to be left devastated. Understandingly open; unfortunatley disadvantaged. Never given time to heal but instead worked to the rusty, brittle bone. Old news passes and is replaced. How to realize? How to modify? Barely able to breath, these hands have held on, these hands have let go. read more

Where I keep my lyrics

Posted July 22 | Leave a Comment

Idk, I got bored so I decided to post where I put some of my lyrics http://eniclyrics.blogspot.com/ read more

I have a brand spankin' new goal in life

Posted July 16 | Leave a Comment

I've decided I wanna write a duet with Wes Scantlin (Puddle of Mudd for you sadly deprived people)...and then sing it with him! How cool would that be?!? I mean think about it folks: 1) He's got an epicaly awesome voice 2) He already writes great songs 3) He's amazingly awesome (ok, that's besides the point, but still) Idk, I just think it's be fun to write a song with him and then record it on top of that. d00ds, seriously one day I will have a collaboration song with Wes Scantlin, put… read more

I just realized something

Posted July 14 | Leave a Comment

I'd rather give up food than my makeup... oh and I also realized that depending on how your watching the game, left field could be rigt field...weird... read more

!yay!

Posted July 14 | Leave a Comment

Sing It Loud is coming to Augusta August 31st. Marilyn mark your calendar cause you're coming back for this one! read more

I'm appalled!!!

Posted July 10 | Leave a Comment

No, I take that back, appalled doesn't even begin to describe my feelings right now. Let's try, horrified, digusted, dismayed, revolted....you know what? those words don't even begin to touch the level I'm on right now. I demand The Ting Tings get a purevolume pronto! Yes, that's what I'm in such an uproar about (uproar made me giggle...not sure why). All I want to do it simply listen to The Ting Tings on purevolume and can I? Huh, huh?!? No!1! There answer there is a big fat whopping N-O. My… read more

Living Blind

Posted July 9 | Leave a Comment

A voice cried out today. I didn't hear it. I can't. I refuse. My anticipation has grown numb. Delusion is all I cling to. To a place where perfection and bliss live hand in hand is where I've gone, where deciet resides. If I were to fall I perfer to be caught by disbelief rather than honesty so that I may still live. Rapture awaits. read more