Age: 19
Location: United States
Joined On: Jun 09, 2008

I am nothing more than the hand I've been dealt. While this may not be the case for most people, it has become my inconvenient truth in life. Not because I can't covercome it but because I won't allow myself to. Each day grows further into the same blurred obscurity. I know what I wake up to each day and that scares me more than if I were not to know. Instead of comforting guiding lights, voices of reason have become my long overgrown dread. I once forgot what it's like to feel, but if this is remembering, I'd rather not. Instead, make me a flower in bloom so tha tmy journey can start anew. I promise not to go astray, I promise to choose a path fit for the life I'm fighting for.
There are somethings in life I may never understand, more specifically in my life. Somethings I choose never to understand. Fear is a funny thing. Odd and twisted yet charming and enticing. Maybe that's what keeps me going. I know fear will always be in my system. It's been a rough road, one I thought I'd never struggle with again...now I'm not sure if that will ever be true...truth be told, I'm scared.
Broken hands tend to be left devastated. Understandingly open; unfortunatley disadvantaged. Never given time to heal but instead worked to the rusty, brittle bone. Old news passes and is replaced. How to realize? How to modify? Barely able to breath, these hands have held on, these hands have let go.
Idk, I got bored so I decided to post where I put some of my lyrics
http://eniclyrics.blogspot.com/
I've decided I wanna write a duet with Wes Scantlin (Puddle of Mudd for you sadly deprived people)...and then sing it with him! How cool would that be?!? I mean think about it folks:
1) He's got an epicaly awesome voice
2) He already writes great songs
3) He's amazingly awesome (ok, that's besides the point, but still)
Idk, I just think it's be fun to write a song with him and then record it on top of that. d00ds, seriously one day I will have a collaboration song with Wes Scantlin, put money on that!
marc=mayhem
thank you
posted 2 days ago
martin
hi:) I recommend listening to this pop punk rock
band called "At Breakfast
http://www.purevolume.com/atbreakfast
posted May 30
ohhhh andy
totally forgot i had one of these! text me 586-838-6584
posted May 12
Gary McHatton (Music Producer)
thank you. i appreciate the notice of my band but we
have been broken up for like two years now lol if not
three. but im glad to see people still liked our stuff.
i produce for bands now. I stay in the studio! and your
music taste is quite sweet as well :) nice speaking
with you ma'am.
posted Apr 21
CRAZY_CRUNKER_LOVER
well my wish for u is to make sure that u do find love
someday it might not be now but someday and i hope u
love that person with all ur love. love to me is a
strong thing and i love it when im in love and junk.
but ya my ex now knows and hes suprised that im dating
her again even though i've dated him 3 times and junk
but hes so stupid and im not loving him again all he
does is brake my heart and expect me to love him again
but its not going to happen im so glad we're talking
again and junk im missed ya lotz
posted Nov 16
CRAZY_CRUNKER_LOVER
well i will let u know if she does that to me, but like
shes super tight and cute=D today i finally hugged her
for like the first time, i know it shows chessy but ya
it was cool, and like now our relationship is way
better and im happy and like my ex bf is not cool with
it but whatever hes the one that hurt my heart like 3
times so how r u in love?
posted Nov 12
Christina
Hah. There sure are. :]
posted Nov 12
Christina
np. :D Thanks. You have a very large amount of Fave
bands. hah
posted Nov 11