Age: 2008
Location: Should I smile because we're friends or cry because thats all we'll ever be?
Joined On: May 14, 2008
A guy breaking a girls heart and asking if they can still be friends, is like if your puppy died and you asked your mom if you can still keep it
You never liked it when i was sad, so i always try to act glad, but sometimes i cant help it, and i have have only my wrists to slit, all of my family and friends like im succeeding, but deep inside im really pleading, i want to feel love, but your gone and up above, i want to be hugged when i cry, and not be told a lie, i need someone to tell me its okay, and to mean what they say, someone to help me with my problems, help me to solve them, someone to wipe my tears, and to cope with all my fears, when tears roll down my face, to hug me warm with embrace, someone to help me see, i have something wrong with me, i need help, with all this pain ive felt, i wish you were here, to wipe away my tear, thats falling down my cheek, when you see me cry i feel so weak, the someone i want is gone, because i waited for to long, i cant even talk to my best friend, which makes me want my life to end, whenever i try to talk i find sadly, no one will ever understand me, so as i walk away, remember the day, where i actually wanted to try, but all you did was lie, straight to my face, now im falling with grace....
AH! tomorrow is James birthday!!!! :) and i get out of school in 9 days and i dont have internet at my house so i will be on whenever i can be on and message the people who r like.....talk to me the most :D ily
there is this guy i know....well 'knew' is more like it i guess. He seemed perfect to me in every way thats worldly possible. He is gone now...he moved away, he promised to talk to me on myspace but i waited 3 hours for him to say anything on Myspace, and he didn't say anything.....at all! he moved like 2 months ago and i can barley remember how to breath. Which doesn't matter because i could care less if i DID forget to breath! but my friend Kailey said i need grieving time....but i dont WANT grieving time.....i want everything to be okay now!!!! but nothing ever goes my way because if it did i would be talking to him everyday like normal instead of listening to his sweet voice on my answering machine, thinking that he will never be mine.....
biscies
Hey I'm Jay. Not too much you?
posted Jun 09
Nick 13
yeah we do listen to some of the same music you're
hyper? haha. thats good, so what have you been doing
lately? you on summer vacation?
posted Jun 04
gguibournee
im very good and you ? ;D
posted May 23
gguibournee
Thanks 4 the add how are you ?
posted May 21
SeXi GuRl!!!!
hey chicka im so fucking bored.... i was on this all
2nd period because we had free time...i luv u!!!!
posted May 16
Natalia
OMG!!! hot emo boy at 9 in the Afternoon! lucids
nightmares! omg hotness!
posted May 15
Natalia
Hey em! it's taler
posted May 15