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LONELY DYING EMO [LETS PRETEND WE DONT EXIST]
Age: 2008
Location: Drowning in blood....save me? x(
Joined On: Mar 23, 2008
Website: www.vampirefreaks.com
My name is Aly and im British..umm i live in New Jersey..yay? um..yeah im an emo..and i like sitting in corners, i also love playing drums..im 16 and i love emo/screamo/punk rock/and any type of metal music. I really want my lip and eyebrow pierced :P um..life is getting shitty for me..so i think im near the end..but im holding on..but slowley slipping away. oh well. im a waste anyway..i dont deserve to live. I mess up everything and i cant fucking do anything right. Im sorry for existing. I really am. The End.
haha probably the other 20% Goth xD PS: If you want my AIM sn just ask xP
"The Lost Soul Carrier" this ones 4 J.C.
I'm sorry for the things I've never said./ If only you knew.../ But now your gone forever and I'll never be able to see you again./ This is the end...for both of us./ And I can't help but blame myself./ I'll never forgive you for what you did yo me./ Never./ You gave me false hope you fucknig faggot!/ False hope!/ I thought you were different,/ but your a fucking liar./ You turned out to be the same./ I dont want to care anymore. I just want to forget./ But your fucking face just wont get out of my head./ and all your lies echo on and on./ and your eyes burn through me...your eyes.../ I'll never forgive you for what you did to me./ Never./ You gave me false hope you fucking faggot!/ I know I'll never be good enough for you,/ but that doesnt matter anymore.../ beacuse love has destroyed everything/ and all that remains is hate./ So, I've turned out to be the carrier of bad news./ and you../ Your the carrier of broken hearts.
"When Everything You've Ever Known was A Lie..."
(THE LIES!)/ You were the only person to me that mattered./ The only one that I could trust.../ But after you said these words tonight,/ My heart turned to rust./ I should have known all along/ that I was dead wrong./ Thinking that you ever loved me.../ How can I go on?/ You dont have to say it...I already know (2x)/ People say memories are silver and gold,/ but mine are just pain and hurt./ I thought you've understood./ but that was just another lie to be told./ I can't stop remembering/ the day you turned your back on me./ It felt like I've lost everything,/ It felt like a part of me got lost/ and no signs of it ever to be found./ ...my heart./ I feel so alone.../ I dont think i can live anymore./ (Every breath I take is a regret) [3x]/ You dont have to say it...I already know (2x)/ Watch me drown in my own blood./ I know this is what you wanted to see./ I hope your happy now.../ Because im just happy to die.
This song is called "Darkness"
Open up your eyes and see/ the darkness of our graves,/ the empty smiles of our souls./ You never know/ that tomorrow will ever come/ so just go die in a hole.../ This blood that runs in my veins/ Has escaped from open, bleeding wounds./ Trying to get rid of all my pains/ As I suffer these unseen scars./ Nothing ever had a meaning./ It was always just pretend./ I hate to admit this feeling/ But I hope we're close to the end./ Happiness doesn't last forever./ I don't believe in it anymore./ Its just a lie that people tell each other/ To make everything seem better./ This darkness that engulfs me./ Cutting me away from everything./ This darkness is the only this that truly lasts forever./ This blood that runs in my veins/ Has escaped from open, bleeding wounds./ Trying to get rid of all my pains/ As I suffer these unseen scars./ Close your eyes and see/ the darkness/ feel the pain/ see the hopelessness of our meaningless lives./ Darkness lasts forever...DARKNESS LASTS FOREVER
One of my songs i wrote during English class xD
"We're Standing Behind Lies" Smile, and kiss the night good-bye, Everything that you ever wanted was to say so long to life. Making it the end of the world [for you] With a simple stab with a knife. Leaving everyone and everything behind. How long will you go on. Writing suicide notes. Trying to make people understand. When you dont even understand yourself. Take the knife and let your soul sing. We're all standing behind lies. Hiding in shame. While others feel the fucking pain. As we stand here and lie Thinking its okay, its so misleading. Making everyone and everything the enemy. Why cant we see the truth when its right infront of our faces? Take the knife and let your soul sing(x2) We're all standing behind lies. Hiding in shame. While others feel the fucking pain.(x3) Take the knife and let your soul sing. [No one gives a shit] As we stand here behind lies.
Josefinchy
and how are you today ?
posted 8 hours ago
Josefinchy
i was because i was fighting with a friend but im ok
now :D
posted 9 hours ago
Josefinchy
kinda sad but im ok
posted 2 days ago
Mikaykay
pretty much the same as u... everyone hates me, fake
friends, crying myself to sleep... same old same old,
and its getting worse now that my grad is less than a
week away... idk what 2 do sumtimes... we r both screwd
arent we???
posted 2 days ago
Mikaykay
omg hun!!! those star airwalk shoes i totally have 2!!!
how cool!!! how u doin???
posted 2 days ago
jasowitts!
good and you?! :]
posted 3 days ago
Josefinchy
how are you doing??
posted 3 days ago
.escape.it.all.
umm ya im ok too i guess. really bored tho
posted 3 days ago