Something .,., unclassified

Posted July 5, 2008

., I usually use these blog things like on this thing right here or the ones on myspace to improvise on things that make sense to me ., or just to start cracking more at the moment even though i'm utmostly doubtful of what i'll write about., i enjoy grabbing things at the moment., being happy w/ them even though when the happiness it contains is found or chosen in that sort of manner, usually doesnt last too long if you might notice., i like to do things mostly because of emotion more than logic or instinct even though you'll crash a little sooner than by logic or at least its supposed to be like that ., since its usually said in places youll hear about things like these or things that im talking or writing about at the moment., seeing how big this blog gets is actually kinda fun., seeing how long this blog gets sorta breaks boredom in a way and makes you .,.,.,.,i dnt know it might be a little hard to notice or better said explain them., there are so many things in this world., one moment u think or feel something peculiar or very particular, and then the next night when you go to sleep you have this very strange and sometimes awkward dream., something thats very crucial to you and when it starts to commence a little more profoundly your father grabs you by the foot telling you to wake up., very suddenly and by surprise., and then suddenly you have an urge to hear to hear bert mccracken scream in "my pesticide".to hear , because what you saw last night just tore you apart., ripped you and shattered you to pieces., and "my pesticide" specifically is screaming at someone in that song ., and honestly for some reason songs from the used are just soo deep., so emotionally biting just listen to the song "tunnel" its just amazing i write many upon many songs that i'm proud of but i think ill always envy the songs they write and play., their subject are really something since in one song they're the softest most melancholic band with very romantic songs and everything in between., and then they make a song youre listening to which is the complete contrary., amazing to me itll be always., but that about how things are are just so diverse and anything can hurt you so easily i dnt mean to write this as an attacked person or a frail kid teenager or whatever but all that i can say is that what ive lived its utmostly certain i doubt many people or atleast my few friends i found in purevolume will read the whole thing but this whole paragraph states something very crucial to me.,.,.,...,