I remember...
Posted October 3, 2009
She asked me to go to that party with her, she said she didn't want to go alone. I told her i couldn't, I don't even remember the dumb reason I gave her.
We were best friends, we did everything together. I should have gone with her. She went alone. Her mom thought she was at my house, no one but me worried when she wasn't home in the morning.
When she got there, she knew a few people, not many. this party wasn't from our regular group of friends. She was a little shy, thought she'd try a little liquid courage. She had a few drinks and talked to a few more people. Someone offered her a toke, she knew it was wrong, but she wasn't passing up friends at a party where she didn't belong. She lit the lighter, and inhaled. She didn't like it at first. Made her cough till her eyes watered. She needed a drink, what better then a couple more beers.
She talked to a few more people, one being, what she thought, was this great funny guy. He asked her if she wanted to get out of there, told her it wasn't his 'scene'. She agreed, feeling a little wanted, maybe like she was actually starting to belong.
When they got to the car, she called shotgun, but instead was shoved in the backseat. There were a couple more guys in the car, friends she guessed. Some of the guys were grabbing at her thighs, you know, like the wanted some. she was a good looking girl, so she was used to the attention.
They drove down to the river. She felt a little uncomfortable, not safe. By the time she realized what was going on, it was to late. There were four of them and one of her. They all had a go at her in the backseat of his car. She tried to get them off, but it was useless. After they each had there turn, they dragged her out and beat her till she couldn't breathe.
If i had have gone with her, maybe it would have been different. Maybe i'd still have my best friend.
I remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground, and the worst thing boys could give you were cooties, but hell that was back when race issues' were who ran the fastest and war was a card game.
Magan(:
im so sorry... this is horrible and its sad to think
that there are actually people in the world that would
do this to someone as innocent as your friend. I myself
have been a victim of rape; not as severe as your
friends case, but I know what its like thinking back
and wishing I could have done something different to
prevent it. We make our mistakes.. We move on... We
loose friendships.. We loose love.. We loose people. I
hope you don't blame yourself for this.. and idk.. if
you ever need anyone to talk to Im here for you hunni..
♥
posted Oct 09