resolutions, schmesolutions
Posted December 31, 2008
i looovelovelove new years eve. it's pretty much my favorite holiday :) i love the excitement and vulnerability of a new year...and the relief that comes with being able to just start over. to just let go of the paast and the regrets and anything dangling by a thread. i love it all. except i don't do the whole resolutions thing. ya see, to me they're just empty hopes that are usually unrealistic, and fake promises to yourself that will never be fulfilled, or maybe just a way for people to prove themselves to the world. i think they're pointless. i can't stick to them. so instead, i jsut think of all the things i have to show for the past year...and usually think of not much. so this year, i decided to just think of all the ways i want this year to go. and then i'm gonna do all i can to make that happen. i wanna do something good. big and beautiful. cause then there's no empty promise for me to break. or endless hopes to dream about but watch fade away while sitting in the passenger's seat. no, none of that. just ideas i can actually put into action. just me and life, in a nice little face to face battle ♥ ***happy new years :)***
