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my names gracie lee. I enjoy a good book & a cup of apple juice. Chinese is bomb. I get jealous. Music encompasses my life. I have a hard time trusting people. Music & Animals make my world go round. I drink spaghetti sauce out of a coffee mug and cant sleep with socks on.
Get to know me, you wont be disappointed.
You've heard what you've heard and you've said what you said. But, it doesn't mean that you've got me figured out like you think you do. But saying that doesn't make a difference, now does it? Because you'll still follow the crowd, and let your imagination run wild. But, I can't blame you for it. I know what it's like to care more about what your friends think, rather than putting your foot one step away from your unrealistic mind and finding everything out for yourself. I was naive once, too. I'm somehow trapped in a world where cutting out pictures from magazines , and placing them on your walls convincing yourself in a disorderly fashion that being thin isn't anything less that an understatement, is normal. We strive to be who we have yet to become, and let our minds control our own well-being. We force ourselves into damaged skin, underestimating the way we're really placing ourselves. We feel obligated to be who everyone surrounding us wants us to be, never understanding the true idea of who we are beneath the scars and flesh.
I originally wrote this for myspace, but educate youselves. Well let me start off with saying, people are shallow, simple-minded people. It really makes me sick how low some people can go. A little bit ago i read a blog posted by this "pretty" boy who you would expect to be an ass right? well he wasnt. This all started with me looking at a bulletin he posted. I went and read his bulletin and here is a little of what was said: "A relationship isn't about having someone to look at. It's not about having someone physically attractive to show off to other people. Having a relationship is about finding a partner. Someone that you can count on to be there for you, and not let you down. Someone you will always be there for. Someone you can depend on and trust. Someone that you can be yourself around, and have an amazing time. Someone that makes you feel comfortable with who you are. Someone that appreciates you. Someone that will take on life with you, hand in hand. A best friend. None of those qualities have anything at all to do with the way someone looks. If you date someone because they look nice, it won't work. Because eventually, looking at that person isn't new and exciting anymore. You get used to it. And if there isn't any substance to the person, you are left with nothing. It's about so much more than having eye candy." That really hit home for me. Some other things he said in that blog were about himself as a child and how he was chubby and had terrible acne. People made fun of him a lot for it. Things like being made fun of for the way you look dont disapear over time like you may think. It sticks with you your whole life. I know personally. Those of you "pretty" people who think you are so amazing, its about time you got over yourself. This is myspace, its not reality. Just because you hair may be so big or you have eyeliner that goes to your eyebrows, youre a blonde bombshell, or you get all the guys/girls now. When youre older you most likely wont remember any of the people you meet on here. It makes me laugh how some people are so obsessed with being "famous" on here. Its pretty sad. Im not going to lie, when i first got this a couple years ago i thought having a lot of friends would be awesome and make me real awesome. I soon realized none of this matters. Yes, its nice to meet people and make friends I LOVE meeting new people, but making this site your life is pathetic. Go outside and get some fresh air, its better for yourself. Okay well i think im done ranting for right now. Just remember, looks arent everything. I learned a valuable lesson from this boy today, Get to know someone not just by their looks but for their personality as well. You just may be surprised whats underneith a persons shell.
Okay so i was just talking to my good friend and a question popped into my head. If you havent already guessed where this is going its about guys and how they have the ability to be the biggest pigs out there. If you are a guy and you can answer any of these questions please do. I would truely like to know the answers to these. So here it goes. If you are in a relationship what posseses you to cheat on that person. If you want someone else why wouldnt you just dump the current person you are with and go for the other. Why cheat? What do you get out of that? Is it the fact that you can have 2 people at once? It baffles me on how people do that, so if someone could answer that it would be greatly appreciated.
natalie!
nothing much, how about you ?
posted Jul 10
Matt[HC](im brutal too you know)
oh ok
posted Jul 05
Matt[HC](im brutal too you know)
yeah you heard us?
posted Jul 05
Matt[HC](im brutal too you know)
ahh well just gettin the bands page started up on here
posted Jul 04
Matt[HC](im brutal too you know)
I'm good hun. Wbu?
posted Jun 28
natalie!
hhey(:
posted Jun 25
RYNØ
on strike?? dang that sucks i wouldnt wanna be there
later lol
posted Jun 24
Matt[HC](im brutal too you know)
nm i miss our talks of spaghetti and chocolate
shakes!!*hug*
posted Jun 24