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What if i told you,
Posted July 28 | 2 Comments
that the impossible has happened... and i have met a girl that is amazingly perfect for me. it changed alot about me. I have no urge to have any dealings with any other girl! i have been talking with her recently, and there is just something about her.... she is amazing. she has all the same dreams as me, and we share so much with each other. i made a pact with her and myself that one day im going to run away from ALLLLL of this, and take her with me to run away, and be free... free from all t… read more
the ones you love the most
Posted July 10 | 2 Comments
are the ones you hurt the most... whether it is on purpose or not... we, as humans, always seem to fuck up the MOST important aspects of our lives.the ones who have done it before often are the most forgiving, and those who have been the ones who have always been the loved one most hurt by the others never seem to be able to break the cycle... and are hardened to the hearts of others around them.which one are you? well sadly you are the one who has been hurt time and time again, and even worse… read more
Time to find out............
Posted July 9 | 2 Comments
Ladies! be honest!Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep in thesame bed as me? [ ]In an instant![ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ]Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A hottie If you saw me for the… read more
salt
Posted July 7 | Leave a Comment
you make me feel sick,from the lips that i drink,your kisses are from the salt you eat,but instead you saturate your tongue with this.a kiss that causes death,like a gunshot to the chest.too much dehydration,when i breathe, suffocation.the last taste i cant seem to bear,the taste of salt on the ocean air...you brought this erotion to my lungs,with the salt you packed in,id rather fall through,than to keep up with you read more
Death is black
Posted July 7 | Leave a Comment
i ask not why death is blackwould life be sweeter if dust tasted like honey?or candy like bone?i ask not why the sky is blue,to expand beyond all visable boundaryand yet appreciated none.i ask not why envy is green,or why i want to know so badlywhat it means to live again.i brave not the wheel of colors i feelwhen dispair is clenching my heart.or why the purest white has bleached meof my sins before i depart.i ask not for a share in your pity,or even your joy in my pain. read more
Give me Rain
Posted July 1 | Leave a Comment
Give me rain, so that i may hide my tears.Give me rain to hide the passing years.Give me rain to wash away my sin.Give me rain, so i may never love again.Give me snow to hide my pale skin tone.Give me snow to keep my hatred unknown.Give me snow, to cover my pain.Give me snow, so i may never love again.Give me pain, to let me know that love is real.Give me time to let my wounds heal.Give me yours; I'll give mine.Give me clouds to cover the sunshine.Given what's gave,Let known of the brave,Felt… read more
Wasted
Posted July 1 | 1 Comments
i cant help but ponderthe countless hours strayedfrom any discernable goal,the ever burning coal,kept the fire ablazed.but then my interests wander.to focus in on this small tasksuch as writing down my thoughtsseems a fleeting shot from true.so yet again, my point is askew,so yet another battle fought,but it is you who in hand hold the flask.drink if you like, the taste may be bitter,but all my work, though sometimes misleading,can give one such a shiver.feel alive when you write, and the dead… read more
The Title of This Poem Is "Untitled"
Posted July 1 | 2 Comments
listening to the things you say,doesnt matter that youre far away,i can feel you next to me. mind and body, working for onecoming together, under florida sun.somehow thru my hands, words expressthe deepest feelings, no words can truly possess.the desire gaining, deep and residual..more than anything, the feelings mutual.paying mind to every sign,even in winter, its flower will bloom in time.for he thats holy and all thats true,has finally ended my search, and brought me to you. read more
To Feel Alive
Posted July 1 | 1 Comments
i in the shower, turned the water to the hottest it would burn.i in the shower, turned until the knob would no longer turn.the steaming water, burned and reddened my skin.the fire was nothing compared to the fire within.and turning and pausing to savor the pain, slowly, my skin fell off, and went down the drain.i stood there in agony, my soul torched and sore.i turned the knob until it would turn no more. and in that last instant when i felt so alone,up to the heavens, i let out a moan.and wit… read more
This Time
Posted July 1 | 1 Comments
i kno your eyes are weary...for every line has been rhymed.but i will try to spin it anew.and wake you back up this time.poems are much like dreams,they can be about anything.but they are not in our control,it takes a life all its own.not to be confined by rules,a poem can be written by any ol fool.but it takes a wizard,a truly masterful hand,to use only a few linesand say everything a novel can.people are like oceans,and the species are their emotions,wider and more broad than measure.so when… read more
Passive Passion
Posted July 1 | 1 Comments
i did most my thinking, when i went down to sleep,i couldnt get it together, all i could do is weep...it made me sick to think, love and hate are on the brink, like the end piece of bread,a drop of blood on my head...solving what is left to stay...never knowing what to say.maybe when i wake ill be...in another place, where i can seewhere i can flee...and not have this pain in me...i need to hear some sounds that i recoginize where you can feel me in my heart and eyes...i need to wake and see y… read more
Passage
Posted July 1 | Leave a Comment
like a wallet, left behindbut found again,just slipped your mind.like a memory, long since past.or like a fishing rod, long since cast.once very special, but only for a time,but now i have someone who,im hers and she is mine.and when i feel alone, or lost,her voice is my redeeming sound,i would otherwise drift away,love is what i needed, love is what i found. read more
Lost and Found
Posted July 1 | Leave a Comment
like a wallet, left behindbut found again,just slipped your mind.like a memory, long since past.or like a fishing rod, long since cast.once very special, but only for a time,but now i have someone who,im hers and she is mine.and when i feel alone, or lost,her voice is my redeeming sound,i would otherwise drift away,love is what i needed, love is what i found. read more
In His Mind
Posted July 1 | Leave a Comment
i saw it from a distant perch,standing, sitting, lying down,there, ten feet from the earth,outside was the underground.i rubbed my eyes to better see,but only was it such a blur,and then in view, i dropped to my knee,it had sharp claws, and cat-like fur.it moved like sea-snakes,thru an ocean rift.and as it ran by, i felt the rakes,and it kept going, gleaming and swift.there was where the puddle then grewand so did the flowers in time.what was it? well nobody knew.but they say i had lost my min… read more
bad day
Posted July 1 | 1 Comments
I have NO life, i have no hope, i cannot feel, i cannot cope.i cannot wish, i cannot try,i dont kno how, i dont care why, if i had a choice,death would i choose,only then would i rejoice,only sorrow will i lose. here alonebut not afraidi have my friends,and evil shade.as it closes, so do my eyes,i hide from the light,i rot and despise read more
