Dear Joshua Michael Brokaw,
Its so difficult for me to put this much feeling into words. But lately Ive been realizing what you really do mean to me. I've always known I loved you, But I never thought it could turn into anything like this. Just the thought of being without you for a few days scares me. I actually need you, more then Ive ever needed anybody. Its like you complete me in ways. I'm so happy to say that I have you. Its crazy how in love I am with you. Life without you in it would pretty much have no meaning. You mean everything to me boy. My hearts yours for the taking Joshua, always will be. I can honestly say Id wait a lifetime for you. Youre the only person I could ever want to be with. Youre so perfect in my eyes. Your pretty much everything Ive ever wanted, without even realizing it. You've completely swept me off of my feet. I can honestly say I dont want to get up. Its crazy really, but its so much more. You make me blush, you make my heart skip beats, and you make me smile from ear to ear. The smallest things you say to me and do mean so much. I love what we have. I love how much trust we put into each other. I know my since aren't failing me, and I can honestly say this feels like its meant to be. Nothing in this world is going to mean as much to me as you. I never can talk to you enough, and if I go more then 20 seconds without You running through my mind, then I should win a prize. I'd do anything to have one night with you. Call me cheesy but youre the best thing thats ever happened to me. Nothings ever been like this before. You make me the happiest person in this world. I love you Joshua (: I dont know how much more I can stretch that to you. Through everything, Ill be here. Youre the only boy who can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. There is no competition, you the only one I want. And I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. True love is patient, so when youre gone you don't have to worry about me changing my mind about you because Id wait a life time for you. And Ill be here waiting for you till you come home. I love you so much Joshua and that will never change. Chan Rak Ter Forever Yours, Taryn.