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An Honest Answer
Posted July 1 | Leave a Comment
I want to take the long way home Because I want to see the beauty all around I don't find it all in myself But it's hidden in the secret place I love Will you take me back again? Even when I fail again? Please don't go away from me Because I'm desperately Searching for You. I don't want to rush through this world. Even when problems come my way. I rather sit back and contemplate And talk about it with you through my struggle Will you take me back again? Even when I fail again? Please don't… read more
Please leave me behind.
Posted June 30 | Leave a Comment
Please leave me behind. I don't wish to follow. Please leave me behind. I can live with home. My life has been a master piece in the making. I'm not sure where it will turn now. Please lave me behind. I can't follow your path. Please leave me behind. I rather choose what's right. Not knowing where I'm going, at the risk of finding truth I'll travel my own way, on my own, alone, away from you. Leave me behind. You'll go far away. Paths not crossing, ever parallel Even though you think I'm c… read more
VBS (is over!)
Posted June 16 | Leave a Comment
Wow, good job everyone who was involved with VBS. It was a long week, but we finally made it. I think the skit on the last night was one of the highlights due to the audience interaction, that was great, loved the booing. Can't forget Jacqueline and Aaron with the snacks. And of course me, making the raddest crafts ever. Oh, and D'Anna and Tim being the Rock Stars they are with the music. Game Day, Central where Heroes are Made... we'll all be singing that forever. It was fun, but can't say… read more
Scared.
Posted June 7 | Leave a Comment
Scared. So scared to see what your'e going to say Unsure if you hate me still I'm waiting here tonight Because I've nowhere to go. What a beautiful feeling, the two kindrid spirts as one. Here is where we decide, this is where we live Multiple roads to take, not just one is correct. But is my choice the one? I can't wait anymore, I've got to live with the world as it is I won't wonder anymore. I'm in love with this time, I'm in love with this place. If only they could speak back my love. read more
Where to go from here.
Posted May 29 | Leave a Comment
Trying to be a little kid In a grown up world People won't take that for long Living how people think you should Doing what they want to see and speaking the words they want to hear. Only being satisfied when they are satisfied with you The problem with that is people never are. So will you let them run your life? Worried about perception, or how you should change I think they just might be accepting, if they see something genuine. Finding peace not in yourself or in what you can do, but… read more
Summer is the Perfect Time for Love
Posted May 24 | Leave a Comment
summer is the perfect time for love just let yourself relax and throw away all your messy plans put an end to the rushing around and all the busy days and find the time to just be. with no expectations it's hard to be disappointed be calm and take a trip to the beach swim in the water and let the ocean scent overcome you be thankful for the glowing sun. let go of all hate and bitter resentment don't dwell on the "what could have beens" mistakes don't turn into dollar bills, so why do you hol… read more
18 wheeler
Posted May 16 | Leave a Comment
stunned and amazed. virtually speechless. i can't belive the words I just heard. i'm trying to tell myself it wasn't suppose to sound like that that's not really what it means. but then i realize that's exactly how it's supposed to sound. a figurative 18 wheeler just sped by, but saw me there, so put it in reverse and ran me over. ya, not good, but he got to me first. too bad. read more
Waiting.
Posted May 8 | Leave a Comment
Waiting to find out who I'm going to be Waiting to see love that is genuin I'm sick of the lies and all the lost causes I'm tired to trying and getting no where Waiting to see what will become of my life Waiting to see how this world will change. I'm thankful for the people who make it bareable. I'm impatient and want to know what will happen now. Waiting to find out if I'll suceede or fail Waiting to find out if I'll be truly be accepted I'm not sure if I want to know the answer. But I'm di… read more
uhh Blog no more...
Posted May 7 | Leave a Comment
I just wrote this sweet blog and then I was trying to submit it and accidently clicked an ad. I'm really upset. It was about second chances. read more
I have a friend.
Posted May 3 | Leave a Comment
I have that friend, who thinks of me and will write a letter. I have that friend who calls for no reason. I have that friend who speaks words of wisdom I have that friend who complains of daily life. I have that friend who doens't think she's beautiful. I have that friend who can laugh with me about pronounciation of job. I have that friend who drives me places because I don't have a car. I have a great friend. read more
Remorse?
Posted May 3 | Leave a Comment
Remore is an amazing thing. Some people have it, but sadly, many do not. They can sin and sin and sin, and not be effected whatsoever. I wonder, does the Holy Spirit not convict them of there wrongdoings? I do one thing and I feel guilty. So what about them? Are they convicted as well, but manage to ignore it? That probably can't last long. Or maybe, they're just immune to it. I really don't know. It's pretty bad though, you know, how can one person, keep on and cut you to shreads. Without… read more
In a Field
Posted April 28 | Leave a Comment
Round and round and round we go This trip of love is all we know Round and round and round we go Through the day I love you more. On that brand new day Whe the air is light and becons you to play When the sun is bright and saddness has gone away We will run without ceasing, we will find a field and run all day In that field will will be free In the open air to be Who we are, who we were meant to be The day is long and we've got plenty of time. The grass is green, perfect for a chair. We sen… read more
Stepping Stone
Posted April 27 | Leave a Comment
You're just a stepping stone to help me get where I wanna be When I heard those words, my tears fell down on me I never knew they way you really felt about me After I found out the world wasn't as it should be. I loved you so, I told so you would know In my own way. I took what you said And made you feel important and special like we all should. I did my best, to gain your trust I talked and waited and I listened. I tried to be who you would want me to be. read more
The Two-Sided Fight
Posted April 23 | Leave a Comment
Again I'll cry, out of deperation This world has done me wrong. I can't get by, without confrontation, no matter what I try. I don't speak, I sti in silence, and the silences overcomes. I lose the battle and another voice permeates the calm. A harsh, bitter tone, one of epithets and scolding. "You are worthless! I don't care one ounce for you! You are nothing" Or I speak back. I push away my confinement and remnants of surrounding cover the floor. I hear a voice but I will not listen! Ther… read more
What love meant to you.
Posted April 21 | Leave a Comment
Don't trust your "feelings" They'll lie right to your face Intuition means nothing. You think you know how they feel about you, but you have no idea You're probably completly wrong. It's not what you hoped, things could never work that perfectly. He'll never know or understand. Probably doens't even care. It's not their fault for being confused. They don't have any reason to belive you're crazy. One person can't be your world. They never knew what love meant to you. read more
