January 19
A dark cloudy night
Wind blowing and as it hits
Your face, it's like a sharp
Pain. Running knives into your body.
There's nothing to do but sit there
An hope... Hope for something to happen;
Hope for someone to come.
Does anyone know your true feelings?
You hide the fear built up inside you,
Deep down you want to let it go;
But the screaming voice that haunts you
Day and night tells you not to.
What are you scarred of?
It eats you alive until one day you sink so low...
So low that you take one pill after another.
You want to take the pain away,
But all you feel is more.
Your body goes numb, and you start to lose breath.
Now your looking at the bottle that just killed youm
As your last tear falls from your sorrowful eyes.
Finally someone comes to see you.
Not your family,
Not your friends,
But the one thing, the one person you have mourned over.
They look into the mirror and see you.
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November 28
Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin
So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
But I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up
I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see
But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me
So you come along
I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me
To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up
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October 19
A broken mirror; shattered glass.
Don't cut yourself girl, you're all I have left.
Every second, every day; a minute wasted away.
As I sit in a blank stare, and wish you were here.
Your smile like the sun, as bright as can be.
Sitting by the water skipping rocks;
Looking at the glow of the ripple from the moonlight. [Sparkles shine like your eyes]
I love you girl, I'll try my best.
A broken mirror; shattered glass.
Don't cut yourself girl, you're all I have left.
You told me you loved me, and wouldn't leave.
You stuck by my side through thick and thin;
We set aside our problems and looked for a new life again.
That life didn't come, our problems grew worse, and now all I can say is:
A broken mirror, shattered glass.
You cut yourself girl, and you're all I had left.
The days have grown cold as I sit in my bed wishing you were here.
{listening to my words}
"You changed my life and everything in it. And I thank you girl for being in it.
I will never forget you, through memory and pain.
You'll always be my girl, with your heart close to mine."
And the sun is still shining, but the clouds start to roll in...
Now lost in a world of confusion, i guess this fairy-tale we had going, has now ENDED.
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