December 5
It is amazing to me that you would want my company. It is something of a mystery to me to know that you know me, all of me, yet still love me, all of me. Today I felt so alive due to you. I always seem to feel more and more each day. Whether it be the wind rustling through the leaves, or a childs laughter echoing through the air, I find you. You are not hidden from us; we are just horrible seekers; when it comes to you that is. Seeking self is a gift that the entire human race has. When will we learn that pleasure has no resonance without you. When will we see that peace transcends nothing without you. It wont be long Im sure; until the day when all this is but a mere memory, a memory that we will never be able to remember. I hope you recognize your people when you come again. I hope I am ready to willingly bow my knee of loyalty. Truth is Im a traitor. One convicted of mutiny and treachery right before the eyes of my King. Forgive me for being all that I am. Find something in me that reminds you of your son, the one who I try so hard to look like. He set the bar pretty high you know; him being perfect and all. No matter where I turn I find my imperfections starting at me, mocking me even; telling me that I have no chance so it is better that I just give up now. Trouble with me is that I cant give up. I have been ruined and I have no where else to go. I am part of a family now that I never wish to leave. So my hope is that I would find some help in this place of adoption. Some form of refuge and solace in a world that offers very little of either. I do not wish to find pity, but rather mercy mixed with grace. Thank you for finding me, for loving me, and for performing the endless job of renewing me. I appreciate your company, all the while not understanding why you would want mine.
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Fwd_Sftball_PLAYA9
HEYY! FREEDOM WEEKEND WAS AWESOME! THANKYOU FOR COMMING
OUT! :] -melanie
posted Apr 01
randi-smiles
i love the music. thanks for being sweet!
posted Jul 06
tyco1010
Josh...You did an amazing job at PowerPlant
--Nashville-- while I was there. God Bless you and may
you share the word throughout your life.
posted Jun 17
bigxshotxxjesusxxxfan
i love your music its so great!!!!!!! im going to show
you to some of my friends at church and cell and see
wat they think thanks for putting music out there!
posted May 23
puresalvation
Hey ur pretty good! Very nice music!!! keep up the good
work and God Bless always.
posted May 01
nsballer_30
HEy Josh this is Chey from Nixon,Texas. I love your
music! When you came to the church you just took my
breath away! thanks for coming and inspiring me! God
has really blessed you! May God keep you safe on the
road.
posted Apr 27
mandrinorng
Wow. You are amzingly talented!! God has certainly
blessed you with a give to sing. Keep using it for HIS
glory!!! I absolutely love you music..
posted Apr 11