Build Your Own Disaster

This isn’t easy
Easy to notice
That we’re stalling and I’m getting on your nerves
This isn’t last year when we were both happy
Now we’ll get what we deserve
It's like moving a mountain
But we're trying our best
It’s me losing control
As you’re getting undressed
This is a wake up call
Wake up to all we’ve ever loved
And give it up
But don’t turn away
This time will be different
You’re making this difficult I just thought I’d let you know
When you leave I’ll be starting a new life on my own
It’s a constant tragedy connecting you and I
And I laugh when I hear you say
“I wanna feel alive
I wanna be with you one more night
Just you and I and these city lights
Let’s do it one more time except this time let’s get it right”
I’ve got my subtleties that distinguish me from all the liars
Cause I always satisfy her
when she says give me my fix, you want me too.
Now we're a one-way street
and I'm just gravity
I can't stop tearing down our dreams
And every moment I feel I'm BURNING alive
I used to think you cared but tonight I realize
I don’t think I need you now
Cause I don’t want you
I don’t want to see you
I bet we forget everything
This year I’m making sure we don’t speak a word
Cause lately you’re finding brand new ways to hate me
I bet we forget everyone
This time things can’t be undone
You cover it up so easy
But twenty bucks says you’re guilty
So I give up and I give in
And if I’m lucky you’ll fade away