PureVolume

i am on the verge of writing another song....big surprise. im always on the verge of something, whether it be doing something stupid, changing my style, or life and death....just kidding. im not that dark. so, i really dont feel like a whole, complete person as of yet; my music needs to breathe. i dont feel as though i am here, which is usual. but, well...i really dont know how to say it. i feel incomplete. the lesser of two halves....which is physically impossible. very rarely do things make sense, but it is pulled together and formed and made understandable through music. in a class of mine, there was a heated debate as to which sense is the most precious - which could one NOT live without. the masses said sight, and i, in my staple 'granny' garb, raise my hand from my first row, center seat, state that hearing is most important. of course, opinion is not worth, well, "two cents" (thats the nice way of putting it) to someone else...especially when their opinion is....'better.' i said i could not live without sound, in general. hearing the wind rustle and mess the leaves of trees, a trickling stream or river, the click and sorting sound of the ATM at the mall.... all wonderful and beautiful, neccessary soundlings. then the professor went on as to say, that if i were a wild animal, i would die without being able to see and catch my food. hee hee..... but, as you can plainly see, i am very much so NOT a wild animal. hearing is most valuable to me, and thats whats most important to me, which is most important. no one can or should do what is most important to anyone other than themselves. and now, as usual, i am not quite sure of what i am trying to say, as you now know, i am on the VERGE of writing a song...i feel it curling around inside. but, i suppose this trivial mind burp could pose as a moral story. and kids, the moral of this story is........do what is important and neccessary for your betterment. really. because thats whats most important. oh yes, and this story has another moral: spread my music around to everyone you know :)

cheers,
eVe